To the woman i admire the most

Febrirahr
1 min readJul 2, 2023

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Hello,

We barely know each other. He talks about you sometimes and told me that you’re a great wife and mother. He also mentioned that you have great taste in everything. It’s a weird way of complimenting someone, but I have no doubt about it. Just so you know, I haven’t spoken to him anymore, by any chance.

From the very beginning, I had no intention of hurting anyone. Clearly, my intention wasn’t strong enough to protect you from bad things recently. Hurting you was never on my list. I understand that right now you may not trust anyone, but please trust me when I say that I actually care about you too.

Life may not make sense right now. It’s moving too fast, and I can’t even see what destiny has in store. I know you might want the worst for me from your perspective. You may even want me to disappear permanently. Well, miss, if I could, I would like to as well. I hate myself too.

Whenever you come across this writing and think that it’s about you, you may be right. I hope life finally treats you fairly. You are a wonderful person, and I wish the best for you.

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Febrirahr
Febrirahr

Written by Febrirahr

Mediocre worker in development sector. Mom's POV.

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